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Here I am 9 hours before my 5K.

I didn't get to run last night. And I didn't walk tonight- or get in a great stretch. David and I got in a silly fight (due to the fact that we are both exhausted) so he left and I might be going to the race (1 hour away) by myself tomorrow. I might also be eating only 1/2 of the batch of banana oatmeal I made for the two of us for the morning. I am upset, so I can't get to sleep. I am upset, so I ate chocolate for no reason. I have a headache now. My alarm is set for 5:30 am. It is 11:10pm. My weigh-in shows that the scale keeps going up. I've never seen the number I saw this morning. I want to badly to kick myself in the butt and get in gear-- but it seems impossible with the huge load of assignments for school (I'm a senior and the classes are getting tough), work is becoming more demanding (which is good, but just a lot), my sister-in-law had her baby 2 days ago and I still haven't seen her, I'm working on a side project for a friends business, (was trying) to train for th 5K, catch up with friends.... and I can squeeze in so little sleep each night. It is like everything is working against me. So I feel too stressed, sporadic, and sleep-lacking to get on track. And that lovely time of the month is coming very soon (possibly pre-race? That would be GREAT).

....where was I going with that..?